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2006-08-28 - 4:15 p.m. learnt how to control your temper, sister Summary report, done!!! Stayed three days and two nights in the lab, two days withourt shower...finally it's done. Hoooorraaayyyy...printing,printing~~ Totally 69 page, Font Arial, 12#, double spacing...but still not the longest paper among graudates this year. It's said that the longest one is from the Group of Mark and Tyroon, and 80 pages. Whoosh~~~Orz This morning, one of group members, Sister Z, dumped many dirty words to me again and let me see how bad temper she was in...although she said I am childish and immature, I view her the same. It's not "straight talking" any more, when she began to talk about who should take this resposibilty and who should take that..only she is clean and clear from all dirty stuffs and fullfilled all tasks, except those she had to corporate with me. I was assigned most of the mistakes because of my "immature and messy personal life" and "playing games while others were beating deadlines". God knows, I haven't touched any game for almost half a year (perhaps one year) and the lateste also the closest interaction between games and me was in the flat moving last time, when I picked out these games from my packages and put them on the new shelf. and the project hasn't been finished yet, but she began to assign responsibilities to others, especially me. I can't understand why a girl could be so sharp-teech and narrow-minded when she is angry, it seems that she was cherished and protected by others very well when she grew up, so she doesn't know how to control her temper. What's the worse, she treated her temper as "straight talking". Oooooppppss.She is like many Hong Kong People I have met, who always asked other to be open-minded and accepted every thing he/she has brought; but on his/her side, is he/she open-minded enough to others' stuff? or Has he/she ever been open-minded? Whoosh. Missing Kathy so much, and Mui also. Missing the days we did qualitative and quantitative research together, did focus group interview togethere with those nice grandpas and grandmas, punched conversation character by character into word document while listening to the interview talks, backward and forward, backword and forward, just wanted to confirm one cantonese word....only a few people realize the importance of background researching here in polyU, since all guys are programmers...or came from so-called computer science (but know nothing about C++, logic thinking even worse than me, me!!orz). Many people just can sense those short-term aims and objects in front of them only and can't looking farther anymore. If you want to make an animation, let make an animation only. They accepted the task, began the project, then finshed the project and submitted the final outcomings, so everything is done. Nothing more. Just a few people knew the rules that every thing is related with everything, and we are in the net. Group working is the only net they could thinks of when you talked about the interpersonal relationships with them. Or they will think of the bussiness relationships and nothing else. Tears and tears. Why not form a small company for researching lovers (like us) when we are retired, or get tired in the bussiness world years after? this idea sounds good wor, XD This is the first time, the first day, I thought of my days in ACS major and what I have leant in HKBU and missed the old campus so much,so much.All these theories are important recourses I have to depended upon and applied as tools to solve problems time and time again through this whole year in Poly. ACS nature has already been buried in my bones--finally I realized--no matter how hard I tried to become a graphic person or a designer, even an artist, the "linguistic elements" and "background reseaching methods" are always kept as one part of my brain. Anyway Cantonese is a sharp language tool,especially sharp when the users are skilled and local speakers...comparing with cantonese, mandarin is much much better and "civilized", yes, civilized. Strethed and Sqaushed by local cantonese, Hong Kong people, 's words, is really a heart-breaking experience, especially in the bright morning sunshine shower after stayed up another night.there is no tears in dry orbits even when you want to cry. All I could do is to shout out as loudly as could. No matter how, Cantonese has the magic of making all adjectives to the superlative degree then hurt the message receivers. Believe me, cantonese can do so.
Memorize Aug 31st, 2006 - 2006-08-31 |
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